Thank you so much Alex for updating everyone..you dont know how much I appreciate you..<3

Right now I am home for about two hours taking a break and eating and what not. I am being extremely strong, everyone has been amazed with my strength, even my own father.

My mom really looks bad, I feel so sorry for her because she didn't deserve any of this. Right now her heart's beating at 86 beats per minute but her blood pressure is and has been down to 47/54. Shes only on a ventilator basically breathing on her own..shes still fighting. Nurses dont think she will make it to tomorrow. We signed an order for the doctors not to resesitate her or give her any medications to prolong her life. All she is getting now is morphine to ease any pain she might have. She is basically in a coma, and maybe can hear us so we tell her as much as we can. My father is very torn about this and I can understand why but I am even surprising myself by how strong I am. I know I cant do anything and I have to deal with it and live my life as much as she would want to live hers. She was a really good person..always there for me and helped others, she's very young too, only 55. Poor woman always wanted to at least see me graduate college but now she can't, I can only finish it for her and make her proud. I cant question what God wants for her so I accept it. I had hope but I did always plan my life just in case something happened to her.

Thank you all so much, I appreciate it once again. I hope none of you have to go through with this in your lives..just cherish your family and your life and just live life fully.

 

OK just a few minutes ago Selina got the word that her mother has passed, shes going back to the hospital now. She'll update more Tomarrow.

 

My condolences...

 

best wishes hope everything gets better

 

My condolences as well
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I am very sorry to hear that swift. I pretty much know what your going through. Ive had 4 people in my family with cancer. My grandma had breast cancer, my aunt had cancer and passed away from it when i was younger, my step dad had skin cancer but is now cured, and my mom is currently under going treatment for her 4th time in the past 10 years with breast cancer (and during all that shes had 2 more kids 6yr old and a 2 yr old). Ive been fortunate enought to still have her with me though. None of us can say how sorry we are and i know this might not mean much coming from a total stranger but if you ever need any thing just ask. once again i am sorry and my prayers are with you and your family.

 

So sorry to hear of the passing,, my deepest condolences. Your in all our thoughts right now.

 

I'm very sorry to hear of your mother's passing. My condolences.

 

stay strong girl

 

I am very sorry I missed this post originally. Selina, I am so sorry to hear about your mother passing. This post was brought to my attention a few moments ago by a member of the site.