Sympathy, f*ck sympathy. I had a fucked up wild weekend complete with horrible decisions. It is what it is! I don't normally drink like that, not since my mid 20's anyways and I won't be doing it again. Drinking was not my problem, smoking weed was my problem. Yes i drank in excess this weekend, normally I drink one day a week on friday or saturday, normally I don't drink hard alcohol, normally I dont drink 4 days in a row. I don't normally drink more then 5 beers when I do drink. Normally I crash were I have been drinking, I made bad decisions this weekend and lived to type it all out. So if you had sympathy keep it, not looking for any!

 

this is so sad. i thought people had better respect for their lives and others than this.

 

Ok, I do have respect for life. As has been stated, I fucked up driving thursday and friday night, or friday and saturday morning realy. It's not anything to be proud of, but it was part of the events of the weekend thus I did not leave them out. All comments are welcome, I am not a hater, peace.

 

I thought my friend, who's from Sac, was exaggerating when she called it the armpit of Cali. She told me some great stories about the people and stuff that goes on there. Now, I believe her. If you don't want sympathy, then don't post your "woe is me" story's about your ex. It's become clear that you two deserve each other. I just fear for the future of your offspring.

 

I think as long as you realise you made a huge mistake and you learn from it isn't the worst thing in the world. Hopefully that is the case and you don't do something like this again. I would say you have been lucky so far.

 

I've made mistakes this big and larger, it doesn't make me think less of someone as long as they learn from it. It's been a rough time, I know how tough it was on me when I went through something similar. I didn't end up doing this, but it was mostly because I didn't think that if I started being self destructive I could stop before I killed myself.

 

Cobra, I have known you a long time, not personally but online. I have been around since 2002 over at HP. I respect you and your right to free speech. Do me a favor though, don't judge me off of one weekend bender, my secod weekend bender in 6 years and third since i knocked off all my major drinking in my mid 20's, like 9 years ago. This weekend there were idiot decisions made and I respect all of you for pointing it out. I knew it was coming when i posted this weekend up here. As far as my break up post about 6 weeks ago or so, it was not about sympathy, I was looking for support, different things dude.

I am gunna leave it on this note. I have no hate for any1 on here that looked down upon my weekend. I look upon it as wild bender chalked with good times and bad decisions. This weekend is not gunna ruin my goals that I have set for myself. I am gunna continue to stay away from smoking trees, I am not gunna give up on my goal of being a better father and man to whoever is up next in my life. I will continue to get all the physical exercise that i can and I will continue to stack my money so i can take my daughter to disneyland for christmas and make my debt disappear. There are more goals but i am tired from my bike ride and I want to get moving on that befrore I crash. Peace

 

Props to you if you're trying to clean up you act, but doing stuff like this and then posting it on the internet is not going to get you any support. You endangered yourself and other people.

 

I know, but posting it was a way to release the wild weekend and move on. I needed some tongue lashing as well, so I don't soon forget. I did have fun though but its a high price to pay. Price coulda been much higher.