Hey man, good luck sorting out whatever it is that is ailing you.

 

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Man, I really think you need to get some sort of help. If you're not on heavy drugs something has (incredibly sadly) gone very wrong. I am afraid for your safety and the safety of others around you. I really hope that you seek out the help you need and that they are able to fix whatever has gone wrong.



Best of luck.

 

You're in PA and these neighborhoods exist there? I always thought PA was a sunnier place because it's still unspoiled. Unless it's a small town, which explains itself.



I suggest that you try and go to a school, get a loan, commit yourself while working a day job. It's very hard, but I've seen people do it. School is the only way to make something of yourself and move out.



Also, try and fit in and see the bright side of things. I think there are complete idiots around (you wouldn't believe) but I just pretend they don't exist and keep them as far away from me as possible.





I'd love to be overrated. Way better than being underrated. Ah famous because I'm famous.



I suggest you begin being happy that everyone is alive instead of wishing people or their parents dead. Enemies, corruption, violence, is not just in the human psyche, but it's the way of nature. It's nature's way of maintaining biodiversity and sustaining life in a competitive environment. You are a part of it, and we will all fade away at some point so you might as well make the best of it instead of the worst.



Just be glad you're living and breathing in such a thriving and peaceful time in earth's tremendous history. So many dreadful things did, can, and will happen that you should begin concentrating on your own self and not others. We all learn to the end of our lives. Try to improve yourself as much as possible and if your area isn't suitable, find one that is and leave it.



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vO7k8sHhMic

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6QPKIqDuIFQ



We're all sorta stuck here for now. But it's more beautiful than it may seem. There are still a lot of good people here, even though they may not be advertised in the media.

 

If you were medically discharged from the Army then you should know the VA's number. That or military one source (http://www.militaryonesource.mil). There is help out there for vets, use it!

 

it seems my hard work is paying off though



oh well maybe somebody could of learned something from this

 

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